Reborn memories that faded away

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2011-02-22T05:59:00.000-08:00

Will be switching my blog.

Please follow and link me at http://iwonderwhoislhwk.wordpress.com/ and http://iwonderwhoislhwk.tumblr.com/

Recently i lazy to blog, hope to share some experience from these two place soon :D

P/S: I will use tumblr to share short post while wordpress will be longer one :)

近来

2011-01-05T08:07:00.000-08:00

最近，一大堆新的生活要面对。
好想念在中学的生涯。以前，我们都恨上学，可是毕业之后却又很想念它。
来到没上中学的第一年，就开始烦恼升学问题。我本人就省了一些，决定要读A lvl。可是却白费这两年的教学，因转去文科了。
接下来，就是选学府的时候。接着奖学金。至于出生在好家庭或学业一直很好可以省却这个麻烦吧~
在等着三月的到来，就开始想着工作事宜。我连半点公都没做过，是时候闯一闯了。

这是我目前的生活LOL~

just some crapping

2010-11-11T19:49:00.001-08:00

just realise i dint touch my blog since long time ago. 1 more week to spm, and i keep remind myself to study. Too bad it failed consistently. went school 4days this week to attend some torturing and restless class. After every class i had tuition to attend. Lol After tuition need to bury in books again. Gonna have forbia to books.
ytd, is quite memorable day to me. I met few brothers from afternoon section coincidently, jh and zf. Wow, just realized we knew each other for almost 1 year dy. They are like small brother to me, our age gap is like 5 years, wow~=/ time passes so fast within a blink.

Time to study again =/~

OMG..im graduate!

2010-10-29T22:50:00.000-07:00

well, this post could be sad or joy. To me, both sad and joy exist after i graduate. 1st, i definitely gonna miss my friends and classmate a lot. The same goes to my teacher :) its hard to believe that i spend 5 years in my high school. Wow, thats pretty old and senior.
From form 1 as a nerdy and now i have lots of friends range from crazy bunch, helpful 1, cheerful 1, and caring 1. Lot of changes on me happen in CHS. it's like a historical site for all of us. I might come back at my old times, with my kids or even grandkids to visit.
Next, i will miss my van so much. People ranging from kindergarten to secondary have give me lot of fun. I love their jokes always! especially frm methodist boys school friends.! haha!

Omgg..what im worry is, graduate also means that SPM is coming. Within a month...and i cant finish my syllabus. I must..is a MUST..or possible get a straight As..because i depend on scholarship like others..

friends..hope to see you again!..gonna take lotta photo with you all on graduate day!!!

DOnt miss me so muchhhhhh! XD

What is wrong with me? =O

2010-10-04T08:08:00.000-07:00

我到底怎么了？
原以为预考后心情会放松了
没想到，成绩一个接一个出炉，我的心一天就比一天失望
上次的考试，我没尽力，临时抱佛脚，考出来不太理想，不过还好有功课分的帮补
这次，我还是去不了“抱佛脚”的态度，不过还勉强读完syllabus才上考场
是睡不好吗？没做练习？没做功课？上课不听？
我真的很自责。。
在班上，老师派考卷时
我心里猜想会是班上平均的分数
可是当我拿到考卷时
分数的差距，竟然是那么远，甚至是别人的一半
这个过程就在几天内重复着。。心里也难受
也许朋友的安慰可以让我好过一点，可是他们都和我身在不同的阶级
如何安慰都无法弄我开心

这次很多人都打败了我
尤其是上次不理想的人甚至超越了我
作弊是其中一个理由
可是我却感到难过
万一我垫底了怎么办？
心里也自责。。心想应该更加努力，才不会有这个下场

难过的事，还有一段时间才可以过去
无情的纸张拿完之后
我就要好好安抚我的心灵

在等好时刻，为最后一次机会而冲刺~

latest update

2010-08-25T07:49:00.000-07:00

WOW, its looong time ago since my last update. BTW i just have some random update here just to express my feeling.

Worrying about my trial now =(

so many syllabus are strangers to me

HELOO strangers, from now on i will spend more time with you all

To know you more

BUAHAHA

feels so pressure

CLASSMATE studies everything

but im just 1% progress from them

On the other hands

i was kind of emotional these days

just treat me normally

i hate the fake expression of somebody

the fake expression in chinese is "faqiao"

unfortunately, this expression would not work on me

i just will feel annoyed

i will ignore

its aint my style

WHY gals depend on boy so much?

end up as desperation

You have your own way to go

I have my own way to go

Please do not rely on ppl to much

that person will get tired soon

I DONT WANA WRITE THIS KIND OF POST AGAIN!

2010-08-05T07:32:00.000-07:00

what is the feeling of dissapointment? I thought im very lucky to have a bunch of friends that keep their promises and care of each other's feeling.

Now i realise that friendship is no longer so "simple", i cant believe that MONEY is important to a PROMISES made based on friendship!

I trust you, so i cancel the invitation...

I trust you that i put away my things.

BUT now, you rejected ur promise without a good reason.

I hope for a good reason, but unfortunately it ended up with a great dissapointment.

Your reason makes me feel that money is important than friendship!

My plan is ruined once again, i dont think i have great percentage to go to that event.

Well, for other ppls, they might react like "you are cheated" , "just screw these fella"

But you are my friend, plus a men wont do that. So i wont say any words to you~

BUT once again statement made in my life.

"A PROMISE FROM A BEST FRIEND MAY RUIN UR LIFE"!

memories of my cocurricular activity!

2010-07-30T23:57:00.000-07:00

wow, cant believe its time to end of my co-curricular activities in these five years! During these five year, there is SAD, HAPPY, ANGRY and TOUCHING moment. AND now, i guess i have to bury all of these memory inside my heart!

星期五的出席了两场欢送会，这两个学会也是我唯一能撑下去的学会。至于另一个呢，我总觉得我撑不下了，于是在欢送之前就离开了。我认为我留下来没什么意义，而之前所获得的回忆对我来说已经足够了。

劲草的欢送会，特别做了一场仪式。短短的半个小时里，我不知道应该做些什么。开始，就像往常一样，和同伴们嘻嘻哈哈过。进入点蜡烛时刻时，课室一片黑暗，蜡烛一个接一个的燃上了。蜡烛一滴一滴地滴到我的手，感觉上就快要燃尽了。这正是我们中五离开时候吧。

随后，一个片段出现在荧幕上。一开始我以为是一些回忆的相片。出现在荧幕的是每个成员的笑脸，手上拿着的是“你们是我的星光”的歌词。这首音乐一开始，陆陆续续有同伴们独唱的一段。我还记得去年我们献唱给前领导层时，是有些紧张以及不太完整lols。那首歌虽然不是很完美的呈现，可是却打动了每个人的心。在短短的仪式里，我竟然体验了不同的感受。

For the UBK ceremony, all of us, the form5's feel happy till the end. We were glad that our duties end with good results and the ending was a great one! We overcome various problem together, the camp, the duties and i happy to have these great memory with you guys! I will miss the juniors very much! you all are so nice that always tell me some jokes and we make jokes on each others! HAHAHAS! The whole ceremony was a happy ending, just that i saw some teachers wiping the tears. Thanks teachers for helping me during my time in UBK ><

i feel bad :X

2010-07-13T06:22:00.000-07:00

the competition had just ended. I still felt depressed about it. Well, its an inter-class squash competition which made me felt bad. Today, as a request of my classmate to take over ben's place, i was hesitating, whether want to take over or not. It's a hard decision for me to made, cause i felt myself not capable to play in this competition.

At last i decide to take place as no one could make it. If the place is still remain empty, it means our class team have to be disqualified. Besides, my class had actually make the way to top 12 =)

The result is expected before i played. I did not train my skills since few month ago :(

In the court, while facing my opponent. I think about many things. I thinking of my classmate who give me support, my friends outside there giving support too. One of my teammate, give me guts by calling me to think of a word "win". Feel sorry to soong weng, benjamin and jes cee.

Enjoyed the game although it ends with dissapointment. Actually i can win him, just that my respond is slow, and i get over him at last minute, but its too late. =(

Its a nice experience to me. I had learn a lesson, never give up and train hard for anything i interested at.

=X

JULY update..

2010-07-08T07:28:00.000-07:00

*PEEP* oh gawd, my blog is dead. Its time for me to save this place again =D
So for the beginning, here come's REBORN! one of my favourite and i could'nt live without this series!

-as a short describe for this anime, its main theme is a "super blurrrrrrr" guy call Sona, he fail everything in his life, and always bullied by his classmate. But then, an unexpected guest came by to his house. Yea, its the baby who look like micheal jackson! LOLS...His name is reborn, is a damn pro mafia trainer! The guy Sona is actually a future leader for a biggest mafia gang in the world. Surprisingly, he dint know about this, but slowly he accept the facts and was trained step by step by reborn! So during the journey, he had a few partner each comprise with "some hidden power" and together live as a real "kind" mafia gang~

-oh gawd, seriously i LOVE this so much, their true friendship really touch me. They even sacrifices themselves to help the others.! Hardly can describe my feeling when watching this..YOU have to experience yourself =D

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I had finish watching "谈情说案" this drama was absolutely making me addict to it!
arghh but its too short for me! gonna miss it later T.T

Currently i watching "蒲松林"
wow..seriously before this i was so damn lazy to catch these drama! but since 海派甜心..i was so in love with drama! wheeeeeeeeeeeee =D

Its not the thing i want =(

2010-06-25T09:15:00.000-07:00

now i realise i cant be positive as always. After this incident happen, i have no mood for few days. Well, to be more specific, my exam result are out. Some of them have improvement but just a little bit. However, on the other hand, few subs including add maths make me dissapoint. Yeah right, i shudnt dissapoint since it is my fault. I just afraid i cant forgive myself. I just wanted to be positive when looking into these results but i cant lying myself instead. As i took my result and compare to my friends..**OMG! my results like shit**

Yeah, cant blame..this is my choice. I used to study one or two day before. I just dont have the spirit. Plus i join citrawarna , i cant empty my mind to study!

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Teachers day - a blast day! As i reach the school- hide from every1. Wearing pink t shirt..n im a weirdo perhaps. So i gather with my friends v pink t shirt in canteen xp~ jamie, Isabel, See qian, Yoke puai, Jia Heng, Edward and many more. A gang of 38 ppl xp. Went to class to wait until our performance. Lion dance, modern dance, Sorry sorry , wushu! damn yeng~ i love teachers day coz dis year can walk as i like..means i hv more freedom, unlike others ppl..wheeeeeeeeeeeee

When the time come, we was abit nervous la. I almost forget the middle part- -. Ok..so the music start. Arhem..lets start..... "Eh why we like too fast ady ??" "sound refraction"
So..our performance is okay but affected by music refraction..so our move a little fast==

After that makan sama sama at canteen follow by going ponteng in sport center. At sport center gt few chs idol finalist practice there for their performance. Wao their voice were awesome. Got 1 gal which dress like a princess sang "the power of love" in front of me , damn sweet voice, i was like 受宠若惊==. Sweet gal i ever seen XP. ahahaa, jealous?? xp Den listen to Benny sing..not bad oso =D

We dance in squash court and high gei inside. I know its weird and we ss inside==. Play lots of kiddy stuff...i cant even list out..include bang wall, dance nobody sorry sorry and so on~ Quite fun.

2day i was lyk..........std 1== sigh this is last chance to ss...hope can meet u gang again! Miss you guys. I will rmb the time we cherish togethr....!

when i getting more fun, i feel like more apart from my best friends and classmate. I spend less time to you all nowadays. I hope after this i will get back to you all again~!

holiday update, part 2

2010-06-17T21:52:00.000-07:00

1stly, im happy to announce that i have done with my blog skin!

how was it?

So i want to describe a little bit of this brand new blog skin

its more wide, the title is big, and it's simple

did you guys notice the SLIDE?

i was like OMG o.o

it's damn COOOOOOL -...-

when going through this application, its so easy to use and edit

and so...i decided to put 1 in my blog so that "its not so dead" like dead fishy! =D

To be honest, there is something special to me so i update :)

WOW, i had just complete a chinese drama "海派甜心"Hi My Sweetheart

This drama is so touching

and abit retart but meaningful

i love their 台词

如何让你遇见我
  在这最美丽的时刻
     为这
     我已在佛前求了五百年
     求佛让我们结一段尘缘
     佛于是把我化做一棵树
     长在你必经的路旁
     阳光下
     慎重地开满了花
     朵朵都是我前世的盼望
     当你走近
     请你细听
     那颤抖的叶
     是我等待的热情
     而当你终于无视地走过
     在你身后落了一地的
     朋友啊
     那不是花瓣
     是我凋零的心

我喜欢你，叫我惊世骇俗丑不拉几香菇头
我喜欢你，一天打我八百次
我喜欢你，念英文的声音
我喜欢你，喝醉酒要我背你回家

我喜欢你，上课睡觉，但做报告却很认真

我喜欢你，跟我一样喜欢粉红顽皮豹，但又知道它的好朋友是谁
我喜欢你，你明明不是我心目中喜欢的那样的女生，可是，我就是喜欢你

你这惊世骇俗丑不拉几香菇头XP

So ytd, it was a great day to US!

its YP and WATI bday party! :)

Well, we swim alot and mad alot since it's happen beside a pool

MUSIC all around our head, our hands, legs

every part of our body are moving ==

For the swimming part

Ride on someone's body is pretty nice experience

there are no seat belt, so Holding tightly is Highly needed~

It's great to meet them

so unexpected to meet my other friends

and i was like screaming plus hugging them

OKAY..thats all for my great day

holidaysssssssssssss

2010-06-15T09:10:00.000-07:00

here's some meaningful activities that i gone through during this entire holidays =)

1st few days went to intensive classes for my tuition due to delay during exam week

next is a small gathering with sn, xj, jh, sq in sunway pyramid

we rock our day in redbox and dine in fullhouse

SAT went to bukit tinggi with my classmate and friends!

It was kaboom to me as 1st time gather with all my friends!

Bukit tinggi is so beautiful with the scenery

we have plenty of time there

resulted in trapping at French village for almost 3 hours!

nevermine..and so we found awesome place inside "snooker area" to hang out

play so many games of pool.

The food in Bukit tinggi is so exp..but its quite nice since the cafe is almost the same with cafe in french

which is very romantic

the price is damn exp

at last i prefer to eat sandwich "cheapest in town" cost me about 4.60==

After that we went to japan village with a buggy

enjoy this transport so much

its windy and thrilling due to the steep and zig zag road condition!

And without a door! LOLS

the scenery there damn nice

i feel myself in heaven ==

I ❤ the day so much :D

Mon went to sunway lagoon with few peeps~

Al, Jasin, Jiayi, David and lee wen

we rock our day with awesome adventure in there!

miss that day lots~

hmmm i think that's all for my outting and activities for my holiday

Used up bucks for these outting and have to save some for next time

the last 1 will be a party for my dear friends :D

Overall i feel quite satisfied spending my holiday with friends! Now i afraid that i will lose my holiday doin nothing, i wish i could do some meaningful thing :D

shouttttttttttttttttt ❤

2010-05-27T03:47:00.000-07:00

wadcha peeeps!
lets start! after that awesooome SAT, i knew that i had choose the right decision~well "better to go than regrets"
during one month practice, we had gain lots. ALL the sweat, the effort everyone made is suprisingly good, especially during the exam!
Well one week b4 this event, we practice at PWTC! Thats indicate the start of "fun" journey.! We knew each other pretty well, bcum buddy, doing something nonsense together and so on~

When time passes by, we are getting excited. On friday, it was a full dress rehearsal! There's lots of story in it!!! during the makeup its fun and my 1st time experience. Boy had to put eyeliner, makeup that make their face white like edward cullen?! some of us even put mascara!!! pls dont stare on me, im not the one, but at last when most of them put, i just follow =) After that we stay in the tent and do some makeup again. We had no choice due to too much of time =). Especially girls, they are good in doing boys hair!! Thx to pals that helps me on my messy hair and my eyeliner which similar to TOKIO hotel.! Well done..arhem !~In the end, we spend lots of time to rehearse until midnight! KL was nice during the night and we knew that next day will be absolutely a BANG!

Next day, its the day! reach school around 11am. The 1st thing we do is makeup again. Jh brought her cosmetic thingy and she so generous to offer me her makeup service. RESULT: white vampire face but nice skin colour. NExt, racheal help me on eyes! result: ghost eyes~ thx vivien for fixing it too!
after doing hair and makeup...4 hours! We left to dataran.

SKI~P SKIP!@
ok when comes to dress-ing..i was dress in bright shirt, cause im dancer for MEGASALE。1st time wear a PINK colour shirt with 44inch Long pants. OHno..its nt my size..almost double up my waist.
And now, we are ready to dance!
we walk to a place called SOGO and had a 1st time experience doing things on KL STREET! we eat, sleep and talk on the street until OUR turn to dance! yea STREET DANCE at 9pm! SOund awesome huh?! its so nice with spot light on you especially on the street at late night!

AFter our dance..we need to rush to dataran to repeat the dance! When we reach there, "OMG! so damn many people!, the stage so niceeeeee damn colourful!" Its fun to dance there! and its too big until i have to RUN in front of large crowd.

After our few professional dance..its come to a PARTY time! Its actually a closing for the colour of malaysia! We pull lots of tourist to dance like a mad! Freestyle dance last like 1-2hour! Its so tiring. We shout SATU MALAYSIA, MALAYSIA BOLEH and so on.

its 1am..and we are back to school! byebye citrawarna! LOVE you all so much and miss you all lots!

UnKnOwN t|TLE

2010-05-13T03:46:00.000-07:00

hey peeps. This post is abit random and "rojak" to you because its so looong ago since my last post. Well miracle does happen especially when you readin this post == bcoz i dont really update

sports day: its a super duper day which i turned childish. If you saw my facebook or you were at sport center, you might know what was happen. You know Larh, sports day ntg to do, so besides doing ntg, few of the dummies finding material to colour the hair. Im one of them. Ended up, my hair gt colour like a parrot colour, i can even advertise for FABER CASTLE. These same to the others. At the same day, i break my record of longest time for washing my hair....

next is mother day. Celebrated mother day with relatives and cousin in KL. Cut my hair in KL too, the style is abit too noticeable and stylish, they call it as normal in kl ==. 1 of my relatives pass away in the next day and went to his funeral. Although not very close to him, but i heard alot of his good deed from my family. We proud of him as a HANS！ Rest in Peace.

my new hairstyle= =

Following event was edufair. Its a fun day with UBK juniors and friends. All of us skip class whole day to help up. What we did were joking, playing and chit-chatting around. MIss that moment ~although there were some incident that make some of us unhappy..but it did lighted up our day. And all the juniors are very very very good xp...too bad...we seldom can meet together t.t

This week skipped many classes. And i still hv class to miss this week for citra warna. hmm..long story for joining this festival. Although we need to spend lot of time in it by staying back and skipping class, but i feel worth it. MIssing that moment too, where we telling lame jokes around and dancing in a large group. Our formations are really really really nice! PLS COME AND SEE..haha

Exam are coming very very very soon too. I havent study yet..so dont ask me =) urgh i wonder how can i study for nx week bcoz i gonna stay back till 6pm =((. GAMBATEH to every 1 ^^

❤ tokio hotel

2010-05-02T06:49:00.000-07:00

ohhh right! i bet u all know whats the topic of my post x]
Well at 1st i cant believe that i got the tickets for tokio hotel concert until i went 1U ytd with kristy :D
overall the concert was a little messy and obstacles were bursting around but to meet TH, all of us maintain strong!
okays..Soooo when we arrive and taken the tickets, it was like 2pm in the afternoon..so we decided to hanging out awhile and take a look of the concert place.
As we peep onto that place...I was like WOOOW~ Those peoples were waiting at the front gate under the hot sun..and the concert start at 6..which means 4hour more to wait.
Well everyone needs a nicee place right?? So do we >
The rain drip drip and drip till 6pm...and the gate was not open yet! !^@^$% Everyone started complaining and so on...at last d gate open at 6.15pm..
Well there was a UGLY scene going on that time...At 1st everyone patiently wait to pass through the gate..but after that EVERYONE just squeeze and run straight to the event ground...
I was so lucky because i get in through second GATE...( only little people line up there at 1st) Well i get a nice view from DA STAGE...almost 5M in front of stage! WHEEEEEEEEE
The concert START OFF with POP SHUVIT! WTH everyone try to squeeze in front...pushing and banging onto others..suffer lots from those FOOLISH ACTION of those suckers. They had grab ALL the oxygen, causing many ppls fainted==
STARTED to regret of my position - - too fengshui until almost becomes a tuna or wadsoever..

AFTER pop shuvit, up next is BUNKFACE....the group call everyone to jump jump n jump!..come on..we already lack of space..if everyone jump....WHAT IF WE FALL?!

right after bunkface..stupid DEEJAY and organisers just keep us waiting waiting n waiting..with company of REMIX song..it was 8.30pm..and we waited till 9pm...but TH was NOT ON STAGE YET!
OMFG, Im so hungry man...and lack of OXYGEN..and i was standing almost 5 hour, dint sit even for 1 second.
At last everyone BOO-ing to organiser..and around 9.30...THE SPOT LIGHT was in FUNKY MOOD with TH SONG!...I saw BILL!!!!! CAMERA was flashing around...too bad i cant grab and nice shot..bcoz i not TALL enuf..plus my CAMERA setting was so wrong..so NO GOOD PICTURE for TH!

around 10pm...was forced by mum to get out..so I n KRIS get out by crawling the TALL GATE! lols..we grabing large crowd attenting at that time.= =

-other picture in progress-

难得的经验

2010-04-24T08:24:00.000-07:00

好不容易进入到半决赛，对于一些人是轻而易举的吧，但我却很小心的处理我的声调。因为我一向来都不唱歌的，加上没有自信，很多时候是给人家逼出来。
就到了星期五，我来到jc先,给jhui 在多人面前"zat”我==少少出丑了
之后我就去ubk...遇到了之前认识的junior xp..很想念他们=) 也学了不少kaunseling的技巧
2pm, 就去ABM拿号码。。拿到10号^^ 当时候那个场面是很少见的，每一个人都很用心去唱，他们的声音很像天使一样，太好听了。。我也没去练歌，也没去担心我还没记熟的歌词，反而去欣赏他们的歌声。
另外，也遇到几位朋友，也是我的对手啦=)他们也给我支持，蛮感动下。之后我们就去用心投入唱我们选的歌《记忆》。我和jh超喜欢这首歌，因为那首歌是来自机器侠这个电影。。里面的情节很感动~
在比赛场地里面是，我超紧张的，不过我还是鼓起勇气面对评审，开头四句是我唱的，而且需要很投入才可以唱到-- 结果咧。。。声音好像做船一样，漂浮不定，不过还好没走音== 总结应该唱到ok吧，我只是遗憾没投入进去那首歌，只是想要唱完就走了=(
过后呢，回到E27...跟jc的朋友颠了一下。。唱到疯==....蛮爽^^

I COME HERE AGAIN

2010-04-17T07:54:00.000-07:00

I would like to use my broken english in this post =) So long dint come to jc activity, seriously i have no choice to attend more frequent like last time. I feel quite bad about that, i wanted to go there, but i was tied to various activity. I no longer saw familiar faces, but new faces there when i managed to attend on friday=).

My feelings were so complicated, sometimes i was thinking about the past, i can imagine the member from the past, when comes to unity, everyone was enjoy learning through process together! But what i observed when i come back after one month, it sadden me, i saw the opposite side of the situation. Everyone was sitting randomly, they have no idea what should they do during the activity. Straight to the point, i feel sad for them, they were wasting their time there. Some of them were so lonely, i can rmb their faces, showing they were regretful to come. I have the same feeling last time when i join a club when i was form1 and the result after that was quitting it.

I were thinking how much period we left, and one more week those person will be no longer turn up in activity. As time comes, there will not much ppl left, those ppl left was equal to nothing. This is because, they come without their passion and soul.

When i saw new faces, the first thing in my mind was...WHERE ARE YOU PPL?! and even you guys comes, you all doing nothing, pls remember you all are parts of the seniors, you attend activity means you are come to bring up those juniors, How can you left out they all. Seriously i wish to help up, but i had try my best.
They need you, they are waiting for you, they trust you so they come.
ENDED up, they went out with regretness, they brought out nothing, their soul was at somewhere else.

I knew that i were not qualified to say all this, as i was doing the same things. I use pls instead of hope to urge you all to do your part. Dont just walk around doing nothing, you can teach them all the knowledge you have learn, this include me too.

2010-04-14T07:13:00.000-07:00

起初看了result, 我觉得很sienz, 不懂做么。可能没人陪我们一起唱咯。我的朋友+对手只有几组勉强认识的== 里面我看过了，全部都是高手，我没办法跟他们比拉LOL. 之后又不知道要选什么歌，选来选去不是破音就是裂音hahahas! 不过还是希望进到final啦，最后一年了，试试看咯，不是哪里知道！

第二啊，我的成绩，虽然没有红，可是很少A,而且在我班差不多。。。"top10"...又是sienz...
第三啊，很多人喜欢故意。。提我和xxx..还很大声，还扯chs idol...sienz 啊-.-你们不是三八老

以上是我的rojak post 啦，不希望你们去看-。-真的很烂LOL

星星和月亮 (RANDOM)

2010-04-06T03:03:00.000-07:00

重以前我们是一团，直到现在我们是朋友
我才发现，原来月亮和星星是有很大的分别的
月亮和星星不是照亮夜晚的吗？
不，一个是给人知道方向，一个是给人知道日子
你们对我来说，现在就是月亮了~
我还是喜欢当你们的星星 =)
什么时候我是一个影子, 月亮出现时才会有，星星出现就消失
我不在意，其实我很在意

NICE experiences to chg myself

2010-03-29T02:28:00.000-07:00

成绩对我不知为何已经变成无价值的纸张

两个有趣的生活营对我来说是一个告别会吧

心里实在不知道我因不应该就这样告别呢？

先简短的说出这一个prs camp有趣的地方。

身为一组的组长，面对着不同性格的junior, 我的确有压力

但我深信老师给我们的一句话，ntg is impossible

结果虽然有两次，我的组失败了，但最后的环节可说是最大赢家^^

先说说如何突破吧

我组的成员都很坚持

我们的bond没断过

没计较谁贡献多少

为了拿到而外奖励，而牺牲自己的休息时间去帮老师

我非常感动

里面有十分多的人才，进一步推翻了我之前的想法...

我感到痛惜的是jc的人才被白费了

而这里的人才就像一张白纸需要我图上

就这样我挣扎了

很感谢老师为我们打开心结，让我们更加有自信。

很感谢我的组员，他们真的很拼！ I WILL FOLLOW YOU..haha

went to PRS camp las fri, gather at school 1pm, goin kalumpang resort.

love my roomate very much, those form3-ians are so hyper n "yellow" too.

Durin the camp, i was locate to a chalet with 7 other ppl. The chalet was so crowded-.- that toilet inside was even smaller than my store room.

i Sleep on upper lvl of the bed, so cold man..near fan n aircond.

I was group leader of group C, love my member so much <3

they are chun siong, zhimin, agnes, yee wun, evelyn, jian hua and fangyin. NIce to meet u all man!

We took part on obstacle course in the 1st day. The abseiling activity is so hard for us. We have to go down from 2 floor high uphill...without any safety feature man!

Nx we hav night walk in the jungle. The night walk was so thrilling, but very tiring also.

During the second day, we have kalumpang hunt and station game. MOSt highgei part is in night time, we had model show and singing part.

3rd day , we playing many games with teachers like "snake" etc.

what i experience most is...we all including the teacher had became another person in that camp...I had lose my image due to highgei in some activities...LOLS.

enjoy the camp very much, it was over my expectation! i lov it..and I will follow you...follow you ...lol

3天2夜领袖营。。好累哦

2010-03-19T03:03:00.000-07:00

生活营在星期二开始，我很早就需到学校准备。早上来的时候一个人影都没有，而且需要走到阴暗的走廊才到HnG room,男生都会觉得可怕:D. 大约7点吧，全部人就集合好了。我们ajk就趁他们跑步的时候spotcheck bag. 一个违禁品都没有列，真的有disiplin一下。我的组是蓝组，和BG一起guide他们。蓝组很爽一下，里面的人非常hyper. 之后就是闯关活动了，这个闯关活动我一个带着蓝组，蛮挑战一下，又要打分，写评语，还要做part time station master 想东西给他们挑战。第一个game是爬墙。他们一下子就跟我一个个爬到上面去，很快。可是30分钟列，所以只好叫他们用各种方式爬lol. 最后还是有时间wor..只好叫他们用舒服的方式抬ajk上来-。-有点像王的感觉。之后有一个是twister, 我的蓝组好可怜哦，全部人都摆出痛苦的样子。还有，taman jaya 的monkey bar. 这里呢，我有些头痛，30分钟要他们做什么给我评分呢？结果他们好像猴子这样，做了很多危险动作，害我捏了一把冷汗。我觉得还是不够，so他们竟然把我抬到高处去。没办法啦，给他们加分咯~ 在tapak的game呢是跳楼-。- 这个名字怪怪的，其实只是往后跳一级而已，然后要抬人去另一边。有一个最折磨的。。hehehe..是我,bg还有tf set 的commander crawl。他们又爬上爬下，不能动到线~晚上我们有public speaking。每个人都展现出幽默的一面，真的是幽默-。-

第二天，erm 我睡了3个钟就得起了。第二天的早餐很够力一下哈哈，组员需要准备给ajk. 我的早餐虽然是四组里面最简单的，不过我感受到他们的心意了。他们在同一个面包放了honey, butter, peanut butter, kaya. 我吃了之后脸色变了..lol. 吃了一半就偷偷丢掉，给eddie发现tim. aiya 不是不好吃之类的，我蛮欣赏，之后我不要那么“special”的面包。还有别组ajk有milo leh..我也要...hahahas. 我们一开始就玩amazing race。这个amazing race有够咋到，委屈了ajk -.- 因为组员走来走去来找clue...我们也是得跟着他们哦。我懂clue的地方，还走了很多冤枉路==。。走到比merentas desa路线还要长哦。他们一边走一边找，有的找到半个钟都还没拿到。。好心的我就给一点tips啦。 erm bg 他给的tips很搞笑，弄到他们团团转:D 当然他们search 不到clue..都要感谢我拉，我放到那么隐秘^^ 之后是treasure hunt. 每一组需要在指定时间收集25样东西。有口红，签名，小鱼，蚂蚁，石头，花，叶子，蜡烛等。这次也是我监督蓝组。走了很多路线来找这些东西。每一组都很奋斗，拿到的东西藏起来== 这个游戏蓝组拿到了第二，我很高兴一下。拿到了rm70买晚餐。我们的晚餐很特别，每一组需要去amcorp用所得到的钱来买bbq的材料。我的组够力省，才用了rm48 ==. 别组用到rm90++..够力~ erm 晚餐是最high的啦，因为是bbq. 我也第一次切了两粒西瓜yeng! AJK和ex-senior也吃烛光晚餐xD. 然后还可以take order leh! 我拿到sausage... 一咬下去。。生的==| 然后我们ajk还有yamseng ! 过后就是drama了。我们做评判。他们sibeh搞笑，有“15sx”的片段。还有男女的，有男男的...zz。。erm在这一天呢，我感受到他们的努力，也得到很多娱乐。蓝组的leader也给我很好的印象。你给我知道每个人都是人才！
第三天呢，第一个节目是marching competition。我监督我的组marching, 我对我组感到骄傲，因为comander 做得非常好。据我所知，他平时是最不适合march的。还有我组是最少人的，semangat却比其他组还要好。蛮感动一下。第二个节目是talent time. 每一组需要解释旗，name tag, 衣服。我们ajk还收到指令要严肃，也要直接批评。对我而言是有点困难哦，也是我第一次“骂”. 这里呢，他们有的反应不够好咯，blur到解释错误，弄到ajk顶了他们。之后camp就要结束了，我们也舍不得。首先就要每一组的leader去讲自己的经历，我们ajk需要给他们意见讲道理。在这里我听到每一个人的真心话，也感动了一下。颁奖的时候，我们组拿到最佳comander，好光荣~ erm还有ajk也让member投上最佳ajk. 我们都很紧张列。我也是因为我是最不active的，也感觉没有帮到很多。不过成绩还令我满意啦，投我的人虽然不是很多。不过我很感动你们珍惜ajk的努力。
就这样camp就完美的结束。我也回家睡个够xP

overall 我就觉得很不一样，这次我是筹委，去年我是参加者。果然是不同的体验。谢谢你们给我这个机会。蓝组，在这三天我感到荣欣，可以给你们意见和监督。你们给我留下很多纪念:D


satu HNG, satu chicken rice

blue team! music life

shopping


ajk ^^ rawks

my 拍档,bengguan!

ajk ^^

torturing exam ended, holiday arriving

2010-03-12T05:45:00.000-08:00

BAD news = my blog is quite dead right?? i have only update my plurk sometimes during the exam...lol

SO gooood news, finally my exam FINISH!~

i must prepare for getting a bad result, wheeee

since hv ntg to write, i want to talk about 2day.

at 1st i goin to watch movie with few ppl today

too bad i have been late ady, so cant catch up that movie.

i met jh and we go to mv without well planning
(i knew many ppl ffj 1)
epic zd, failed outing= =

at 1st, redbox 2 ppl, walao geng!

hehehe, we dint do anything dont 想歪

luckily after that got call ppl, if not mati...2 ppl inside= sienz

regrets not to catch up movies with them haihs, nx time im sure i wil follow u all~

HOLIDAY

guess what, i have not much idea on my holidays

i knew i have signed up for a camp nx wed

im not prepared for that, i dont know why

i hope i can enjoy that camp

but if i dint attend that meeting

i will miss alot of things

i wil end up bluring in camp

god, pls hlp me

dont feel like updating blog, my 灵感had used up in exam

so sorry guys

CNY thingy

2010-02-19T06:45:00.000-08:00

This year my cny week was simple and nice. Compare to last year...errr abit plain to me.
Went back to cameron, my hometown to have a reunion dinner as usual. Have movie marathon there, cause cant find anything to do.
i feel not so shuang this year because GAMBLE not enough, just a little bit in relative places. sigh* 1 thing make me HAPPY was angpau money, its enough to maintain my outing for whole year!
Fri, went to jhui place as earlier she had invited us. Hmm, at 1st i want to flood her place with bunch of peoples, but FAILED :( cause inform n spread in wrong time.
Have fun at her place, after that went to watch a movie called "percy jackson and lightning thief" Today is quite difficult to me. At 1st i wonder how should i make it as my class dinner held on that day and same place. It's quite important to me :). No one manage to fetch me home as my "classmate driver" dint come t.t. So i decide not to participate any class activities on that day, how sad :(
That movie was pretty awesome but a little of my expectation. Furthermore, Bengguan invite us to his house, too bad cnt go also. So gamdong he sponsor us to his hse......but cnt find a suitable time n not in my schedule..sigh!
After our movie, we find sumthg to eat down there. Walao A, saw alot of my classmate, so paiseh cause dint join them ==. We end up eating sushi king. Quite expensive to me, end up "亏本"== found that my $$ flung away from there.
Meet sum1 there too, a special guest lols. We went to have a "sambat" photo section after forced by someone. zadou! Long time dint act cute le, suddently call me act cute. ==
Saw BOYS classmate there, at 1st i din notice them, they just appear in front of me and called me. Wanna scare me a!...LOls
Friday was a nice day to me, but abit regret cant go to bengguan hse and cant gamble long. Moreover cannot manage to attend class dinner. I want get angpau from pn YA!!!..xD

115的意义

2010-02-06T01:37:00.000-08:00

好久没来更新了。我先说说星期五的事情吧。星期五又是折磨的一天。原因：体育节， mr micheal教了我们伸展的运动。好折磨啊，我是脚长手短的人，叫我一次过做这些哪里可以= =

之后放学呢，我们去洗车。我们做的是道德与sivik的project. 那时候发生了少少事情，其中一位老师的SAGA字眼脱出来了= =. 最后老师帮我们粘回，谢天谢地。洗车的时候，厕所的水力很强，喷到我满身湿了。结果一回到家，就病倒感冒。还有我小学的同学也有过来，他变了一点点，有些惊喜！

第二天是长跑活动。看了我“暂时”病情好转份上，我就去了。这一天是很有意义的一天。平时大家都忙上忙下，好不容易这一天可以坐下来谈天。另外，拜mr micheal 所赐，我和同学的肌肉疼痛到要命。去了BSMM那边擦药，还是很痛。

之后大家都集合等着开跑的时刻。倒霉的事发生了，我竟然发烧。-。-当时候有点难过。感谢朋友们帮我，他们陪我去买penadol还帮我量温度。老师们也给我意见。一，休息，不要跑。二，吃两粒退烧药，跑的时候不舒服就不要勉强。我也选择了第二。开跑的时候蛮顺的，谁知道越跑越累。应该是药性展开了吧。路途中，陪了不少人跑。我也被感动到，朋友不断鼓励我。最后跑下，停下，终于在限定时间到了终点。我拿到115,还蛮开心了，因为我知道我尽力了，虽然不是我要的。至于很努力跑的人，可是意外被淘汰的，你们做得很好了！

颁奖时候，应朋友的请求，帮他们喊== （以前是cheering team的）这一次，我觉得我们的semangat还不够。很多人都累了。蓝组第三名，yay!

放学的时候，意外的遇到几个月前的兄弟。好高兴！

tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow

2010-01-26T05:54:00.000-08:00

guess what i trying to say ;)
time has passes by so fast, just in a blink of an eye, one month is passing through just like that.
i think i need to start to do something MEANINGFUL.

Many things has happen recently. One things that happen to me was a Headache friday activities. Hmmm, how i start off this topic. Ntg much can tell about, just ppls who are involve can feel it. I feel that i reli lonely in that project, i need help but no one to help me. Not to say no one, just a few. I feel not-so-good as this does not happen in other club. Perhaps we need to meet more, so that we can understand better. Thats the solution.

i realise something random, i can write very fast= = f5 class is extreamely fast, in one hour, we have to digest 3 report, essays, etc. Everything have to be done on time. STUPID gov set up new exam marking rules. 20% from every paper is reserved for handout. gosh!

有够咋到！

2010-01-19T01:05:00.000-08:00

几天没来这里了，有点懒
功课多到可以堆山了，每天都好像机器人这样，一直做做做。不懂几时可以做完。加上moral projek, damn hate it!

今天我帮老师key in 学生资料，大约几十个人的吧。平时打字算快的，walao打到2-3节都过了都还没打完。就快打完的时候，突然间mouse click 一下，click到 "keluar"
整个program就这样关掉了，我整个人在电脑前面呆着== 心想，那么多人的资料不见了，老师肯定骂死我，还有不懂打到下午班放学可以打完没有

可以说是少少倒霉，幸好有人帮我找kt下来。lol 一共有3个人下来，算蛮大件事了。重新开program过后, phew. 资料还在^^谢天谢地

我还要update 少少一些近况。星期六，是一个重大的日子。HNG的迎新会举行
好多好多人
第一次我们4个碰在一起出席活动， kristy, jieheng, 我, bengguan （剩下的f5 member）
好多动听的歌，感受到HNG强烈的spirit
我觉得对HNG来说是一个好的开始，当天有200++,值得高兴
玩了几样游戏，谁然不是很顺，不过还是蛮新鲜感的
还有junior蛮活泼好动。。Q ==

我希望jc也是如此，无论再多的学会都好，我都会守着他！

a.day.which.my.voice.turn.sexy

2010-01-15T05:18:00.000-08:00

today is a challenging n tiring day to all club and society. It was 1st time for me to take PBC member. Well as PBC is a popular organisation, i thought at 1st it was an easy task.

But things do not happen as i expected, many of the afternoon students had fed up to our explaination. I think the reason is because every1 had tired of our explaination repeat n repeat aka annoying= =. hehe this was the 1st time i being as an annoyed person, thx to great competition among club in chs, we have to be annoying in order to get member ^^. I can repeat same sentence whenever i approach students. lyk "你要加入华文学会吗？' until no voice ..lol

Got a group ppl damn annoying, scolded bad words! hehe, im nt scare of them, confront dem in nice way by reminding dem dey r juz a little f2 kids= = well i satisfied dis time, getting 10 new member for PBc n 8 for UBK. ^^

dis time i tink UBK is easier to take in member den PBC. 2day is a diff day bcoz every1 was so free...rather den in claz so bz. My fren told me 1 thing tat i feel it was true. He said his sis had join jc and always doin jc stuff rather den teman family. It was a serious matter actually, so hope every1 can arrange time table ;)

i feel tat i had take in too many club. actually i wan quit badan beruniform, bt i cant do it. It nids to take time actually. One thing special = joined PBT-tamil , convince by indian to join ^^

day with mixed feelings, moody, happy and even satisfy....had ended successfully. Altough the day not run as smooth as i thought, but i can feel teamwork spirit, at least every1 had try your best~

*use broken eng, forgive me

school.life

2010-01-05T23:48:00.000-08:00

back to school few days.......now i only knew form5 is lifeless and boring
woosh, hate to stay till 1.40 from mon to wed as usual, who set this rules???
hmm lets say about my class and teachers.
WELL this year the arrangement is alright, finally i get a chance to sit at the back!
im not "very" tall actually, thank god my classmate want to exchange such a nice place with me, beside the window. Therefore i can get a glance of beatiful scenery outside whenever i feel bored ;D

As usual all my classmate remain the same, just the sitting position is abit different. ALL my so called neightbour is abit "rojak"..nerd, noisy, HORNY!..wao..IS time to get used to them ;D

MY teachers- BM > sucks! SHE is good in teaching, but doesnt take effects at all..fierce look...!

AND

1st day to school feeling..so happy can meet my buddy ;D
everyone had change their hairstyle include me...

Last year in secondary, i have to appreciate what i can ><

LAST.POST.OF.2009

2009-12-30T20:36:00.000-08:00

LAst PoSt oF 2009, indiCATE A bRAND neW yEAr is ArRivinG.
Next year will be tough, stressful and EXTREAMELY NERD year....how sad ;(

Let me update my latest happening here ;)
26/12went to cameron with cousin...YEA without my parents, walk around the kampung areas and took many pictures. Went to grandma old house too, a house who my dad stay when he was in primary i guess. Wow, what a looooooong HISTORY. Went in that house, it was creepy, old and was going to collapes.

29/12MY last outing in MV, 1st time in my history, TWO ppls, hanging out around mid valley. Well, because i last minutes invite my friends, and this is the results...lol. Went to redbox, TWO ppls.

GOODBYE

2009

WELCOME

2010

my wish for 2010

-good result for SPM

-No FAIL in any subs

-BRIGHT year to me

-RICH experience throughout my schooling life

-personal computer ;)

-car license??

-CAMP AGAIN!

LET me conclude my 2009 life

-New class, get to know many friends.

-4 camp i attended were extreamely memorable.

-MAKING decision to leave or to stay

-my 1st FAILURE in 1 of the subjects

-awesome friends which cheer me up whenever i need ;)

I would like to say SORRY if i offended any of you in my past~and THANK YOU for making my life bright ;)

dont understand

2009-12-23T00:22:00.000-08:00

it was an issue of my organisation recently.
After my view on this cases, i couldnt figure up why everyone like to go their own ways. When ask about this matter, mostly they will answer you, here do not have hope anymore, it was meaningless to stay in here.

Here's some problem that proven there is need to change. 1stly, all our heart has gone, i mean the member. If you dont agree with me, perhaps you ensure you can maintain your group well. But what i can see is, almost 70% of them is dying. So what's the reason you not supporting us? If you sure to maintain the environment in this way, im sure you wouldnt come to this hard situations right?

One thing that let me dissatisfied is leaving a team behind. When you see a team is weaken, you should helps to build it, not giving negative comments and so on. We dont have choice maintain in this way so we have to make some changes before everything getting worst. As a leader we should learn to sacrified. After we sacrifies, we should not demand any good return to us. Well if you did not satisfied with your position after the rebranding plan, feel free to find me, i can give up my position to you anytime. Im willing to quit to ensure everyone is satisfied.

In another hand, not only incoorperative, i can see some of you like to surround with negative mood. If things had came to this path , who should we blame? You cant blame anyone, you should blame yourself. Therefore, what for you buried yourself in negative feelings? STAND UP ON YOUR FEET AND VOICE UP! Thats what we need now. No USE to hide ourself, it wont solve problems actually.

If you dissatified of something, do give a good reason and solution, we will listen to you, not as you think.

positve positive postive..........><

fun @ lagoon

2009-12-16T05:06:00.000-08:00

the day start off with me,wl and yl.
We went to sp quite early at about 9.30am, esperience deadly scene inside as we walk around sp with all the shop still closing.
Finally its time to meet up everyone. Bunch of flower or known as tp-ians had reach lagoon entrance. B4 waiting for some SNAIL, some of us went to arcade for some MAN battle - racing car ==
We wait wait wait and wait...keep waiting until 12sumtg and YES finally we had entered the lagoon
PEOPLES attended: hard to list all....around 20+ kido ranging from teacher, form5s-form1s.from 3 schools.
THE 1st ride we had was 360degree pirate ship, It was a HORRIBLE experience. I went in with some courage since i did not think about the concequences. As i went in i started to regret, and that feeling was like im hanging up on the air, or inside a washing machine. We shouted with tears on.
Second ride was tea cup, after spinning in the air, we spinned again. argh, headache + vomit symtomps coming to me.
After some resting, we had ride banana boat, water rapid and many more exciting ride.
Soon we swift to the waterpark. SOMETHING happen there, hongyang and yizhi stuck at the slide. LOL
We had some fun at wave pool as well. TRIED lots of funny stuff like chasing game, underwater picture, splashing and more.
What an awesome outing.
image soon -.- thx to my lazyness

ICE.SKATE

2009-12-10T07:55:00.000-08:00

WED! cousin grab up a plan to sunway lagoon waterpark
too bad i have flu and h1n1 symptoms, so i were screw up, cnt go to waterpark.. sigh~
so i rang my frens up to call them meet at sunway pyramid
woohoo, finally jhui n junkang turn up there.
so, we went to skate
my leg was so painful and bruise all over my leg
as i skate, my leg are so painful until i almost fall at high speed hahas
but no choice since i still have plenty of time to spend.
after that, i saw Pn Ong at skating..and she is waving at me ><
she brought her 3 daughter i think...quite pro in skating

after that, we went to redbox since we still have time.
met zhiying n yeehan also.
3 of us high gei inside -.-
then i went in frens room as well~

what a FUN DAY aCTUALLY~

RANDOME!趣味

2009-11-30T09:17:00.000-08:00

This few days are full of boredom, i was sick of the boredom feelings . This week even worst , have to cage at home, so i update my blog again xD. Dedicated to Kl who always call me to update, he is a loyal reader indeed.On the other hand, i started to busy with my task. I have no idea on how to start off again since there are plenty of member messed up and do not have direction at all. I feel abit dissapointed and lost. Thinking of what they said last week, i think were lost. DEEPLY IN FOREST perhaps? I shud try my best to get out then. Hope everything will be fine.

Currently tidy up my picture on computer. Saw this picture again and im simply edit it. It was a nice memory indeed. They brought me lots of happiness.

FYI, 这张合成图是配合大家都认同我在里面特别像奶爸的look而设的==好无聊哦~
够创意吗？LMAO. 因此我把照片命名为父子照==。好有纪念价值;DD

backkk！

2009-11-29T02:45:00.000-08:00

yo, im backkk. THIS POST WILL BE DAMN "ROJAK" due to late update.
Went to holiday at Ipoh and Cameron Highland. I love IPOH food very much, almost every single stall are delicious. TRIED many food at there, YUMMY!.
Of course i take this opportunity to visit various IPOH cave and Kellies castle.
Kellies castle was once a haunted place, nobody dare to cross into it. The castle is quite small compare to castle that we watch in TV. That castle is full of mysteries and everyone seems to be curious in that castle.
After that, we go to Cameron Highland. urgh, hate that zig-z road. When we reach there, something happen to our grandma house. Heavy rain poured out and the river was rising up rapidly. Flood indicator was ACTIVATED and BLINKING. The whole road is filled with muddy water. Luckily the rain stopped and so the river is not rising anymore, thank god.
what a nice experience!

Just back from primary school today. WATCHED awezum short drama of ferris wheel (not sure of the spelling). I cant stop laughing of the grandma in that drama.== Btw, there is people who cried, because of the sad scene. I went there eat alots of Marshmallow, thx woonyin..xD. Take a few swt picture -.-

YiJUn sucking marshmallow bottle -.-

drama team with woonyin

wad are woonyin and mysterious gal (aihua) doing?

Currently listening to sodagreen song "太空" , it was frekin nice. I set it as blog song now xD
WANTED to change blog skin...any idea???

CHATTING with some of my kido now ==

美好的回忆~

2009-11-20T08:19:00.000-08:00

今天，我再次和朋友们回到小学，主要目的是要找我们的"小孩"还有亲爱的老师。
由于今天是小学最后一天了，蛮依依不舍，恐怕以后要见面都很难了。
一来到学校，我就去找LiYang 和zhuo feng, 没想到最后一天了，却多多困扰，副校长要我们立刻离开学校。知道这个消息后，我们顿时有些伤感。不过我们还是坚持在图书馆避难先xD。直到六年级下课时，我们就在图书馆会面，这是我们最后一次可以这样轻易见面了，以后就很难有这个机会。所以，虽然只是短短的几分钟，可是对于我们全部，这一切已经不是那么重要了。希望往后我们还可以见面吧~
四五年级下课时，我偷偷溜去了食堂叫我的“孩子们”来到图书馆，那也是我们最后一次的见面。我们把握每一分每一秒在一起拍照之类的。过了不久，下课完毕，他们就因此要离开了。当时他们真的是很不舍，我摸摸他们的头，叫他们一定要保留这段美好的回忆。当时真的是好感动啊，他们的脸上都摆出了很不舍的样子。其实我还蛮遗憾，没有遇到jiexiang,他是与我生活营很投缘的人，最粘我的小弟弟。呵呵，他为了我，闹出了好几件笑话，也弄我蛮感动一下的。生活营的时候，有几个小妹妹很喜欢戏弄我，他就处处保护我，不给那些女孩接触我。

美好的时光总是过得特别快，会想起来之前的事情的确令人有所感触~

希望你们好好加油，永远记得你们~

之后我想祝jiajin happy birthday。
去了他的party, 看到学校的老师在redbox==，拍了几张~

this week frekin nice

2009-11-17T02:55:00.000-08:00

update frequently these days, many memorable event were going on.
monday, i went to class high tea event.
almost all of us ponteng school to go that lunch buffet.
i, soong weng gathered at ben hse 1st, and we go pyramid together.
at 1st we go round and round to find a suitable present for jj upcoming bday.
it was so tough to us since jj had alot of things with him
that buffet was so delicious and many foods to choose.
we took many raw food especially salmon, octopus, sea clamp, tuna and oyster.

lastly all of boys went for bowling. SOME OF US SCORE MADLY. xD
i just score 80 sharp.

TUES is a fun day too.
jc event to sunway pyramid, we went to redbox as a part of our outing. It was so nice and cool as all of us were very HIGH!.
sang lots of song, it seems that everyone enjoyed it.
After that, we went to SAKAE SUSHI for buffet.
5 of us had finish up almost 50dishes.

25 of us gals singing ==5 of us finish it within 10 minute yummy :P ramen the ceiling lamp is romantic

WHAT a nice day!

happy.angry.sad.fun camp =D

2009-11-16T04:36:00.000-08:00

yoo im back after 3 days 2 night camp at my primary school.
i dint went back to my primary since 2 years ago..sad huh?
so when i reach chenmoh..i quite satisfied with the brand new environment..alots of things have change here.
so whats my duty there?. as u know, i take my jobs as facilitator during that camp.
yea, it was so fun-filled.
but yet, abit scary, during that camp i have to take care 17 kids (primary 3-6) for roomsharing, and another 17 kids for whole activities.
they r so cute and yet playful /
another things that scare me during that camp is, i in charge of fashion show for my group
well it was so tough, i hv to use all recycle material to success it.=(
at last i have 2 cute ninja and mummies
one embarassing things happen to me= =
i was force to go up stage for fashion show..posing ==
memang yes gua=D
lazy to type any further more. picture wil do =D

yl punya baby we waiting b4 the camp start 报到 new block damn nice our dear 陈老师 my son and daughter my son, cute right?take 2 facilitator cute pose again xD

more picture at http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=9865630&id=628305723&l=315fbc539d

i feel sry and TQ

2009-11-12T06:48:00.000-08:00

dis few days quite happy ,play as hard as we can in class
went to INTI and did sumthing stupid
a dance involve pizza, kuey tiow, MCD, KFC
every group have to present...my group get 10/10 proud**
get to meet many ppl..

after dis, feeling nt so gud. My health are on red light nw. Since last month, my stomach getting more serious. Blood test today, hope the results is good.

One thing i have to seek for forgiveness is sumtimes i doesnt know what im wrong..or accidently did wrong..so i wanted to say sry here. Im a human too, i just feel sry to few frenz tat always dissapoint in me.

a hundred sry to u!

moreover there is something dissapoint me 2, current situation that is nt in unity, glory, united. And yet it getting worst, I affraid that one day, everything will lost within a second.

i just wanted to blame myself at all this stuff. Feel sry.

thx to all you all, concerning me
jiaheng, junsu and many else *wont list.......u r so important to me

2moro wil b goin to chenmoh, my primary school for camp. I hope everything will be ok

天下没有不散的筵席

2009-11-07T02:47:00.000-08:00

星期五一事，每一秒所发生的，都没定下来

正的没错，就连离别之事，也确在那一天发生了

天下没有不散的筵席这句话很没错，总有一天我们也会离别。

我是第二个知道的人，感觉上有些痛心。

更何况那些还未心理准备的成员呢。

拥抱的时候，感觉上这个拥抱很珍贵。

每次无法决定，都是她帮我分析。

被叫出来给speech的时候，我的脑是空白的，也无法给完美的出来。

原因我留在这里之前和之后，改变是180~

所以我就变词穷了。

之后，我也察觉我的时间不多了。我希望我可以在很短很短的时间内，发掘人才，给机会他们全面发掘。由于我是之后的领导人，难免处理事情的方式也很不一样。希望我的成员可以随着时间配合我的改变吧。

我的心情漂浮不定，在天机的巧合之下，我就把我的选择放来这里。其他的事情我也没什么必要干涉了。所以我想，无论如何我都不能放弃这里。

至于你们，不要放弃这里，这里是最好的，我没骗你们。

虽然这里在校内的地位，资源都很有限，不过这里的感情却是难得

之后就去MV玩，没想到这个出游开始很high, 之后的我们却慌张起来。

我是第一次那么慌张赶不上校车回家。

我们不容易找到teksi, 不过那个是高级的，他不给5个人上

我和jh 逼不得已上。

结果，价钱一出，非常吓人。我更加以为我的手机留在里面，吓死我了！！

就这样今天，的确很多事情发生。"悲喜慌怕"交际，难得的经验!

最后我有一个疑问，我的华语几时这样macam yes?? lol

NO TITLE -.-|

2009-11-05T02:04:00.000-08:00

yo!
im back again xD
super syok 2day, my plan ruined.
teacher make me speechless, scolding me and not approving even a little permission letter.
so dissapointed, im not last minute ok?..pass few days was so busy, farewell and many others function goin on, y nt u think in my side.
what shud i do nw?...plan for 2moro had gone into zero.
hav to start over again, and think off a backup asap.

took some pica of puppy

kawaii LOLS

I.NEED.TO.THINK.THROUGH.IT

2009-10-31T03:44:00.000-07:00

there is sumthin on my head
u r making me more hatred..but not impress in u
for this person, they do not have self respect at all
what they did is they always think they are right
these feller feels they have enough qualifications to give comment or their so called useful opinion
totally rubbish
u know hu u r
well get off.b4 i screw u up

i think after somebody had share with me some opinion, now i should stand on my point! and thats it
we as a human should reflect ourself from time to time, not shooting others like a blind cats.

screw up in final exam...feeling not good.

2009-10-22T08:09:00.000-07:00

no mood this week
exam screw up.
result is out of my worst expectation.
my fault burning midnight lamp throughout the exam month
form 4 aint easy like what we pass through last time
=(

another thing sadden me is bout pn doreen
you all might think that what's the big deal about that matter
actually today i oni knew that pn doreen is her mum
she so strong and optimistic althought her mum pass away this week coz of cancer
she dint even drop a tear..in another hand she helps me n some of my friends for our problems.
Im feel pity for that incident and happy got such optimistic car-mate.
May god bless and cherish her!~

A pit stop in my 16's

2009-10-16T06:29:00.000-07:00

ohaiyo!!

finally exam ended after suffering for almost 1 month

HERE-by i would like to announce that my blog will be alive =]

15october

is a day where i need to review myself

grateful

still alive now

thx to all well wisher that keep me happy, cheer me up and even gave me suprises on that day

kinda shock actually and happy

those who wish me in school, sms , msn, facebook and even friendster.

thx to all of you

16/10

A day where my party was held, well it was simple and nice, meaningful and joyful

some of you might not attend 2day but i grateful that u all support me all the time through ur wishes

-today we went to redbox for a party
-watch 18PL movie "SORORITY ROW"
heres my review, cruel , violence and creepy
i vow not to watch tat movie again, it was so bloody =]

QUOTE THAT INSPIRE ME!

2009-10-08T03:05:00.000-07:00

One of my friend quote : "We should learn more to depend on ourself, not to depend on our parents too much" what she said is really true. When we want something like laptop, h/p or wadever, mostly the 1st thought that comes up in our mind is "lets nag parents to get what we want"...that's not something that we will feel proud about..
When i heard of all this, i feel ashamed too.
Normally we hanging out..d person who paid for that is always our parents.
Therefore, things that get by effort will be always a things to proud about =]

~Thank my friends who help me to plan something special for me

A NICE MOVIE 《机器侠》

2009-09-23T04:57:00.000-07:00

few days ago, watch movie wif eva n peeps.

at 1st we r planning to watch gamer or G-force

but then there is no sufficient space =[

at las, we randomely chose kungfu cyborg

a romance sci-fi movie

starring by 方力申

it was quite touching n it end-ed by sad ending

althought that movie was juz lik low budget or not as popular

but after watchin the ending..MY MIND WAS FILL WIF THAT SAD ENDING PART

touching~

here's the trailer

方力申 as robot

so yeng!!!
★★★ 3 star rate out of 5

P/S: exam month is cuming, i will dump my blog for 1 month perhaps!

FINAL exam

2009-09-20T08:49:00.000-07:00

these day i was abit stressful...trying my best..incressing my momentum..to complete all studies
but den i feel lyk it was a impossible task for me as i'm keen in last minute studies.
i hope this time exam wont hv any failure in any subjects as i will not allow it anymore

so now....CONCENTRATE ON STUDIES!!!

I will b off from blogging for 1 month perhaps?

LASTLY!.....hope u all will gud enuf to pray for me xDD..
thxx.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA to everyone..

RULE DE COURT!

2009-09-10T23:40:00.000-07:00

Long time dint play squash as de exam cuming soon
there is 1 thing about squash is..while you are playing it, inventually you will releasing your stress as well.
that's why squash is always my 1st choice of sports.
erm..bout my skill..i have nothing to comment about..i jus played since i were form 1..
coaching awhile only..squash is more depends on ur own actually..
so now i can rule the court sumtimes la..LOlx.
hmm..i want to talk about my dream racket.. on top there Lolx.
it has a great stability that will ease ur movement during the game
hope can get it !!!~
but must c my results..too Lolx.

holidayyy!

2009-08-31T08:06:00.001-07:00

well dis week holiday i did ntg actually.
juz tv + comp all days..
of course "books" as a kelefe...as exam is arriving soon!~
urghh d 1st science sub will b chem...

stopp!..LOlx

during this holiday........
go eat v frenz....................at kim gary there....i eaten "石头料理"Lolx

outing on thurss.!!!
-soosim,yaoxiang,qien,hongjeng,yupeng,jiaheng n janice.
tat day, we hv a main character of d days "艺术品”....LMAO spot light of the day xD
we sing k at red box.......................n skatee!!!!!!
i long time din skate.........n i overestimate myself as i tink i would b able to skate well xD
i cant skate at 1st.....after sum practising.........i able to skate again ...wahaha

this is d end of the holidays LOlx.

frekin syok sendiri day

2009-08-21T08:51:00.000-07:00

2day...is a gathering for jc-ian...sum kind of tiny telematch..
conducted 2 activities
at 1st..i imagine of how high is every1.
but den..it is not...exactly what i tot of.
swt...it was even worst..as front ppl who conduct it was ss-ing
well...1st game called "h1n1"
actually it is quite fun when i play during the camp
but in here...not exactly..fun--|
..
..
skip all this boring part
cum to 38 quiz..
u all noe wad it mean rightz?

one of the ques is bout my .....measurement..28inch-==
n hj.........his weight was the hot quiz of the day =\

walk the talk

2009-08-16T04:58:00.000-07:00

WALK THE TALK =）
went to a program called rakan muda at sat in school hall
COOL
all club dai gor dai.top 4 was there~
the number of top 4 in our school is huge which is 260-.-
yx,qe,yl n sn were along with me during this program
we represented jc
here's the details part:

at 1st every club have to come out n shout their cheerss..we damn worry bout the cheerss n take every consideration for a perfect cheers...
the 2nd activity is ULTRAMAN DANCE..abit lame LOlx..but it is quite funnnn!
after that, facilitators divide us into 20 groups..
i in the 1st group......we hv to share our leadership experience..in the group
after the talk n briefing, we start the treasure hunt game n obstacle course
there is some rules...
each group need to have..2 legs disabled...2 hands disabled..n 2 mouth to shut-。-
which means..we boys have to carry those who legs were disable
walao so pain as u noe im a bamboo...hv to carry a bamboo same weight with me also Lolx
within a period...my group...had solve all the treasure hunt ~~
twe get all things gather..n start to build a sampan...to carry a girl along the obstacle course.
the second station required us to use the straw to transfer the water till a certain level.too bad there is hole on every straw.quite challengging..at last we make it...the water come with saliva also..xD
the most thriling part is third station la...we have to tied the whole group member together with toilet roll...n we have to move to last station with whole team..include the gals on the sampan..n 1 more gals..carried by me..at the back..

WE MAKE IT
THX TO SUN-U
it proved us...teamwork is the utmost important
learn a new lesson that day

special event in chs

2009-08-11T06:32:00.000-07:00

went to school......around 6.20 to learn some beat for "kompang"
im involve in school national day celebration n i was dressed in malay style.
at 1st...we r wearin full set baju melayu but then sad case coz tat baju melayu so plain~.
so..my fren borrow me a "70ties" + "agogo" style batik clothes.
hahas.
i wan stun when take a look of the batik.

me: huh? iS this a batik??..it looks lik hawaii...1
DD: of cz it is....u nidd to wear it zzz
me: OMG...speechless...if i wear this.......how i go out n face ppl...looks lik my grandma 1--|
DD: IDK...if u dun mind......go take a look at en lim 1's
me: okayz (hv a look) OMGness....tat 1...looks lik my greatgrandmother 1
DD: so now u din hv a choice...u mus wear dis
me: FINE..i RMB U forever.!

finally...i wear it..............when i look at myself..it was sumtin lik..plyboy...n abit gayish...too much flower on it..
haha
no picture or camwhore for that...
im bet u all c it right??.
..
..
.
after performng mornin section....
feedback!!!
Jiahen: OMG....u so skinny..
JX: hahas...y so ah pek 1
DAE:..gay feller..*his proverb* speechless
JS: u r so striking like a star

saw my others clazmate n frenz.....wearin many kinds of outfit..
quite nicee n they look different too..~
hahas..too bad din hv any pic.~

11.30
go chg again --|
this time...saw few jc-ians.
all look at me in weird..................expression..Lolx..
i noe i weird la zz.
lets c their feedback
yx,qe,janice,kw,lw n so on : 你好瘦哦~
zz

after afternoon perform..
im so damn tired....it seems that i dun hv a leg--|
hahas..so i play squash again
this time i dun k my legs..i juz run n play as gud as i could.
..
..
tuition
-leg started to swolen.
..
..
wad a funny day ever..i will rmb that LOlx.
hahas..dis is that agogo clothes ><

TIRED DAY~

2009-08-07T04:38:00.000-07:00

2day we played mafia...it was hard to end this game...coz quite of number involve.
i so lucky bcoz i was d spyy..........lolxx.
end up din catch even 1..mafia --
nx...i busy wif lots of stuff...i even screw up by thoes society stuff.
nx week is my hari kemerdekaan performance..as a kalefe malay -.-
i will dance n play kompang v my fren on tat time.
everything was on its track at 1st...but suddently..WE LACKING OF OUTFITT..!!
at 1st we were planned to borrow from KK, but we were told tat it was ugly-.-
so noww..we nid few more BATIK!
seriously...we were screw up at the end..~
nx i went to UBK
long time din chat v fren like tat b4.........they were still same as last time xD
if possible i will attend d activity..!
went to buy 10 pizza.........to celebrate i think?~

well well well

hope can get enuf outfit b4 mon -.-
or else we will naked ???=3

SHOCKING RESULTS--|

2009-08-06T06:38:00.000-07:00

well..it was all about AGM for d UBK..
I had join UBK since i was form 2.
FYI, i barely attend d activity, in another words...im totally pasif in UBK
las week, i wrote a proposal to improve UBK....i wrote lots in the field of interaction improvement
N results r out!!!
it was set by teacher><
i was chosen to be ketua publisiti
althought it was not so important role in UBK but i will try my best to serve UBK.

wondering

attend

gathering

or

installation

for

saturday

==|

SAT CHINA QUIZ

2009-08-04T05:47:00.000-07:00

Lolx..ntg to update recently.....ntg bigg happen izit suppose to b a gud news or bad news??
sat i went to school for activity.......HnG....i had miss lots of HnG activities due to some reason..
When i reach ther..
no 1 approched me ...
usually las time my best fren will cum n meet me..n tok lots of crap
but now every1 is quitt...~~
So, i saw a big changes when i reached ther.
my 1st thought as i reached school....to go or not to go masquerate??
sumhow i interested v it coz it was so special.....evry1 hav to wear a mask....
las decision go HnG
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marching is quite fun.....different commander now~
tick
tok
tick
tok
tick
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after a short while.....1030......went to canteen v fren to study for tat quizz
every1 was so nervous

.......n every1 ask
xx: read ady a???those 3 books .
wk: zz..do u tink tat i will read those ?duhh~
xx: at least...u read half of it...rmb to giv face to school.
wk: i done half book ady...........*forget to tell them juz picture--*

1130.
goin SMK BU4
crowded.
saw primary frenz..*look fat* lolx.
visiting around.
here sum pic in my h/p

sweet couple ==
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SMK BU4 school compound

report card day

2009-07-30T08:28:00.000-07:00

godddd...dieeee..
i started to feel the end of the world.
b4 tat my mum kip on nagging me coz of my result...1st failure in my life..a.maths
i didnt complete tons of maths stuff.
luckily..dis time my father is taking my report card..hahas he is a kind person..i shud b safe then perhaps?..xD.
i was playing wif my h/p....while waiting for my father.
waiting.....
stilll waiting.
waiting until dieeee.....
almost half of class....had gone bac..wif their parents.
finnaly..my father came at 11..sumtin..
tat time half a class has gone ..
when i saw..a yellow form inside my report card...i start worrying man.
well it was about complain regrats to undone homework...
luckily teacher hlp me to convince my father bout y i did not done my homework..
pheww..thx my teacher lotss.
gone bac :p...waiting parents to scold.....*pray hard*

adious ><

HIDDEN H1N1 CASE IN CHS

2009-07-29T01:34:00.000-07:00

魏家祥：若衛部有指示‧教部不阻關閉學校

A(H1N1)型流感

2009-07-28 19:56

（雪蘭莪‧八打靈再也）教育部副部長拿督魏家祥說，若是衛生部指示關閉學校，教育部絕對遵從指示，絕不會禁止學校關閉。

《星洲日報》接到家長投訴指八打靈公教中學的5S3班有3名學生感染A（H1N1）流感，但是教育部不允許學校關閉，避免造成緊張。

“衛生部和教育部至今未採取任何防範措施，家長都很擔心孩子在學校的情況。我們要求學校關閉，或是關閉受影響的課室。”

她指出，八打靈公教中學首名患上A（H1N1）流感的學生是在電影院受到感染，過後傳染給班上的2名學生。

家長斥責政府封鎖流感實況

另一名男家長則斥責政府有意封鎖A型流感的實況，這將危害到其他學生的健康。

針對這事，魏家祥受詢時向《星洲日報》說，校方正等待州衛生局的指示，以採取進一步行動。

他吁請家長稍安勿躁，他已指示有關官員跟進這事。

“教育部不能自行指示學校關閉，我們必須等待州衛生局和衛生部提供意見。家長請放心，我們會很小心處理這事。

saw lots of student sick...in chs

every1 plss take care urself n wait for instruction from the school

HARRY POTTER!!![=

2009-07-21T05:45:00.000-07:00

watched it las week..which is a saturday
actually at 1st we were plan to watch with sukesh n friends.
but ended up the trailer attracted me n JH to watch harry potter.
so we all split into two side eventually..they left we 2 to watch harry potter.
we sit at corner this time...cause my neck very uncomfortable urghhh!
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hmm this time harry potter was all in expected.
but many scene had been cut short..
too bad.
it was quite bored oso.
but it was still worth to watch it as it had added many humour scene in it.
i laughed all the time..bcoz hermoine was so funny.
DRACO was quite cool and handsome this time ><
RON was mature now xD.

quite a nice experience..therefore ...WATCH IT =]

A BRAND NEW START

2009-07-11T22:57:00.000-07:00

friday is jc installation+farewell for the form 5
it was a memorable farewell to me as i was a part of dem who planning it~
we, the new ajk was greatly in joy when rapping for de form 5
de song we rapp was "听妈妈的话", de lyrics were chg into sumtin meaningful~
hahas most funny is all of us were mumbling~.
cool man.
y it was cool??.
do u heard b4 a club president n committee member rap b4??
~i proudly to say i had start de hugging ceremony..lolss lame --
well it was a brand new start for us..we will try our best to venture throughout de journey~
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to those form 5..
thank dem alot..
dey hv taugh us alot
which we may not hv a chance in learning it in class~

LAS camp~

2009-07-08T03:34:00.000-07:00

DE camp was extremely fun~...wow..cant describe it in words..
WELL.....i had experience myself many thrilling activities...most of it involve of height..
FYI, I'm fobia of height..lolls
after this camp surprisingly i had overcome my fobia..
im will miss that moment very much..~
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one thing that im not satisfy is the lousy toilet
i bet u would not want to use that toilet

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2009-06-30T04:39:00.000-07:00

uhm...feel like shouting noww
my resultss r getting more worst as days cum by..
de range r so biggg.

OMG

OMG

>lepak<

2009-06-27T03:41:00.000-07:00

lepak wif jh, junsu n kristy in mv..
we doin ntg there..but juz walk around
junsu n jh vry gudd in piano..
dey show their piano skill in yamaha shop..
they playing river flows to u..
so worried de shopkeeper will chase us out..
haha since dey were so pro..
we can lepak there almost 40min
den jh frenz join us..
he was so quiet..n i feel sry to dem..coz bcum their light bulb == it is complicated=X
played drum..i tink i addicted to it~
each of us hv one seedlings ...hope it grows ^^
this outing reli worth coz we juz spend around rm10--
oh no rm10???..how could it b. ==|
bus fare..one cup of drinks..+food..
tats all..lolxx
so nx time dun worry too if u bring only rm10 to mv..

hotel626 creepy man

2009-06-24T08:41:00.001-07:00

do u all heard bout dis??…well pls dun misunderstood …we r not goin to do tat kind in hotel..but explore de mistery of tat hotel. de settings was so real n creepy

if u brave enuff juz log on to hotel626.com

note: pls off ur light n shut ur door..put on ur earphone as well..~

well juz try out!!!!!

CPR cant save my ADDＭＡＴＨＳ　：（

2009-06-19T00:59:00.001-07:00

add maths comfirm dead…y??.bcoz I) cant manage complete whole paper II) many cant find answer …after d paper some of my clazmate SHAKING HAND wif me indicate sama-sama die....urghh but sum hor..sad bcoz cnt get 90+…= =|..

IM freak-in stress up~

2009-06-12T09:38:00.001-07:00

urghh..holiday gone like a wind..
exam is arriving within 48 hour from now.
i haven start on some subjects
since this time exam they have 3 papers.
i gonna die ...with a weak understanding between those subjects
the subjects tat kill me in ascending order would b phy,bio,chem
phy- to learn how to suicide in a easier way
bio- to learn how to clone a second bill gate
chem- to learn how to boom our own country

gogogo sunway pyramidd!!!!

2009-06-04T08:09:00.001-07:00

2day is wz birthday ..
i reach sp around 10.30
as i reach...wif my fren..we lepak around 1st..
suddently i saw my ex clazmate..at sp..
haha when i saw dem..i was daogei-ing
playing hide n seek wif dem.
at las i kena caught by dem..
so i lepak wif dem to choose present to wz.
time passes by very fast..
i still haven choose a present.
actually i had chosen one..t shirt..
but when i bout to buy it..
i oni discover tat it was an underwear
omgg
so
so
so
embarassing~!
at last i brought an ordinary birthday bear lolxx..hope he lik it
den i was inform to meet at main entrance asap..
ok den de birthday boy reach..
so we went to jh place to pursuit her mum to let her attend de outing.
but we had met a failure ..
so we get de card from her n rush to red box
during de time in red box..
we was so fun n most of d time we r jumping n jumping..
my sound was almost gone..but still continue singing...out of tuned xD.
we had order salmon ...but it was so lousy..
every1 looks so suffer during eating lolxx.
den de cake finally came..
wif candle lighting brightly..
we sang b-day song to him ..
haha we r proud to say we had make him touched ==
lalala~ after tat we playing wif cake..
every1's face was full of cream..
n de cream was salty...
it was quite fun indeed
as we are crazy-ing around..
im totally lose my id as a 16 year old boy xD
we manage to finis half of de cake..
n we left de remaining cake to frenz at opposite room.
after tat we went for bowling..
de bowling game was so challenging..
every1 strike few times..
so proud of it..
haha..
after de game..
i went bac earliest..
tat's all for da outing..
hope to get pic soonn~

rojak diary ~!hope you all wont mind xD~

thrilling FRIDAY

2009-05-29T05:22:00.000-07:00

WOAH....finally my blog is aliveee....!!~~whee
yeah i can sleep as much as i like..
online as much as i like
watch tv as much as i like..
n get rid of bookss as long as i likee.
dis few days make me so down..
every subject apear to b so tough
but i can still manage it larhh.
juz nid more effort..
but i dun hv de mood.
if this situation continue like that..
i will b fainted..one day
probably..noww!!
2day..
d sejarah is soo tough.
many of dem cheat in exam
toilet get ans la....claz get ans la...even bring notes..
after SEJARAH paper
i beh tahan..d stress
n went out wif group of frenz.
watch night in the museum..
err okok oni la..
funny ABIT
quite creativee..n cutee..charactor dey hv.
den walk d whole day in mv
so tiredd...2day..

STU"DIE"D

2009-05-22T23:24:00.000-07:00

exam is juz around d conner..
i wonder y i haven start anything..
actually i din hv time yet..
wad i do is..
rushing all my homeworks..
as exam cuming.
all teachers r giving us...many las-min hw.
cool right?..
arhem..
suffer-ing.
form 4 ain..cool..><

HNG telematch..~

2009-05-17T07:37:00.000-07:00

once upon a time
it was a saturday...
so fun eh on tat day...~
im ajk for d telematch..so hv to cum early on tat day..
end up ..
cant find other ajk..
when i found them..
i late..
kena pump 30 times...
btw de game were fun~>.<
finally i get a chance to know all the junior..
walao a..dey r all so "cute" ..muahahaa..~

spec~ playing game so yeng love this pic vry much xD

after that i feel so tired and not feeling well..
end up i din go for biruuu pool party..
haiz...
regret!~
this is the end of the day!

teacher day . chs idol 2009

2009-05-16T02:46:00.000-07:00

teachers day is cool..but the performance was lousy .
hmm btw, chs idol was so outstanding especially with those talented person~
the spot light of the day..>chin lock vinn< omgg....shock~lov his voice..
the most enjoying part >yee pin and friends funny..

teacherss!~~@4s7

2009-05-12T06:41:00.000-07:00

nowdays...teacher is an issuein my school
my claz feel relieve tat en S not teachin us sejarah...pheww..hear tat many ppl hate him n kena rob few days ago....pity him...~
pass 2 days since pn sugumarie teach us..our claz gain bac to high!!!....normally in claz we r so dead..
haha im so shock tat she still rmb most of our name..
her voice is bursting...lolx..sumone complain her voice too high pitch...damn funny larh..~sexy~
she is so good...our claz lik her vry much xDD
nx my maths teacher take over by ms sim
she is so serious..n she abit nervous...when teachin..
she lik to retain ppl...in claz urgg...~..she wana use our pjk lesson to teach..omgg!

sport day ~biruuuu!!

2009-05-08T08:43:00.000-07:00

2day so fun!~..
i took part in marching n cheering team.
everyone was so high!~
n jokes r keep on making me laugh
now it's ended haiz miss tat moment very much
biruu marchers
keep our sweet memory in ourself

during de marching,
i was not very feeling well,
coz ytd i overworked i think.
but i still maintain strong for biru.

during de early morning
5.00 am
i came to scout room
begin my makeup
my hair was done in a period of 30min
we put so much effort on hair lolx
pity my hairstylist
n thank him v.much

my hand n legs n even de nails was painted
it was so cool
de most cool part is clothing
de scratches on de clothes had bring out de wild wolf effect

after de marching i when round n look 4 my fren.
i saw most of my ex-clazmate..
chat wif dem..
happy!

dropping by sport center was my "worst" part lolx
i when ther to cheer!~..
biruuu!
1st i kena tahan by HnG.
dey ask many things bout me
long time din c dem..lolx

den i saw jc dey all
arhem..
crazying wif dem..
n promote my biru muahahaha
nola juz make fun wif biru stuff
n
every1 looking at us
i was lik omggg!

2day is a vry fun day..
omg i dun hv voice now
my voice r bursting
c ya!!!~

blue wolf eat u up!!!!~

marches hair ^^
my shirt wrong side...ps

==force to pose

taken by sumone...xD

BIRUUUUUUU rawks

2009-05-06T06:45:00.000-07:00

这几天，
我在蓝组得到很多欢乐，
整个过程是笑嘻嘻的。。
冷到！！！
蓝组，
现在就万事俱备，只欠东风
欠的是什么？
当然是最佳组啦！！！！xD
现在我们就凭同一个梦想，一起努力
biruuu go!go!go
biruuu ohmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

labour day camp!~

2009-05-02T19:30:00.000-07:00

1/5 suppose to b a labour day for me...but i went to 劲草文学营....
it so damn fun.....although i was so busy in tat 2 day
in da 1st day we practise sum dance n play ice-breaking..><
my face n hands n even da leg was painted..
ar...dun wan say ledy la..de words r so...!!!=.=
lunch tat time was my bad memory
de food was seem a mountain high to me..
n i was force to finis it..
omgawd..
T.T
nx i go to prepare de milo....dis make me so headache man...preparing for almost 70cup
but at last we make it xD
when cum to night..
it was so cool
we went to de field n hv a night walk...lolx
sum of us even shout at de field..><
moreover we played de world war at night too
it was so nice but violence oso...my leg was hurt T.T
de last story for tat day is sleeping part
i not feel lik saying out
coz it was so cute n funny
goodbye 1/5

nx day
we woke up at 5 n prepare for de station game
sumthing happen but at last
we solved it
so 感动 man..
lolx....
de station game was fun..!
so funny larh...
coz de game was so hard n we use sum stupid way to complete it xD
i was so delighted tat everyone was manage to solve de clue set by me although it was so hard
i tink dey tembak de la..lolx
den de 讲座
im so happy coz i hv make my veri 1st poem..
den at las de camp ended

damn 不舍..
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hereby
i wan to thank all de ajk's for de camp
all de 大学生 which help us a lots..
thankyou!

劲草文学营

2009-04-24T02:20:00.000-07:00

劲草文学营快到了，很期待哦！
由于我是筹委最近也做最后的冲刺！
加油！！！
这里有几张照片，应该可以描述文学营当天会是怎样的！！！

劲草文学营不只有文学，当然还有一系列的精彩活动，大家快快报名喔，好好玩的，没骗你们的。。。

TIRED!!!

2009-04-18T04:24:00.000-07:00

so tired nowadays, im wondering shud i continue lik these?...handling many projects as well as involving in many activities.
sumtimes it might b veri fun when involving in these projects, but de fun part was always short...
every matter have its positive n its negative side..
to avoid negative things happen..
teamwork is the utmost important..

lets talk about y im tired xD
2day i went for meeting in the early morning, every ajks was kena scold xD.
den i went to camp preparations...till 5
de camp preparation itself was very fun although it is jus a trial..
looking forward for d real camp..
gosh...! tat time i reli hv to separate myself into two..
i involving in 2 club projects..on de same day...
so how?..
when times cum i oni make de decision..
both oso play..
but
both oso i nid to work....not play

shout! shout! shout!

2009-04-16T04:44:00.000-07:00

form 4 life is ...so complicated especially science stream~!!!

most of the time we r rushing rushing n rushing....

almost everyweek we r bundle up wif many projects n report..

nx we hv to contribute all our time to club n society..

everyday project here n there in club...

n de teacher does'nt wait us anymore..

when dey cum into claz dey din not wait us to prepare,

but jus start de lesson without care us

sports day is cuming soon..

so little ppl support blue house too bad~=.=

last word i feel tat life in form 4 is meaningless...all days we r repeating de same thing..

sry!! talking crap here, ignored it!

almost forget!!!

HAPPY SWEET FIFTHTEEN TO CHUILING ^^

JUZ SUM WORDS

2009-04-13T02:48:00.000-07:00

1stly i heard result of marching competition from my clazmate...many of dem got badan beruniform so wadever i wish to noe...dey will update me xD...err when i noe de HNG get consolation prize in competition ....i feel happy for dem xD...i hope tat without my present tat day, dey can did well....n i promise dem i gonna take part in wadever activity tat dey hv, dun wan ffj dey all again....

nx is BAD NEWS i tink xD?...WEll i ask 4rm wl pic of tat day but his comp rosak =.=

aikss...picture describe more then words...xD

fun outing

2009-04-10T08:38:00.000-07:00

人力资源和推广部队首次的outing..非常难忘
希望有下次，一定!
一开始的确有些尴尬啦，因为大家还不是很熟，不过之后大家却high到翻天
时间上真是非常短暂，一转眼，高兴，精彩的一幕，就过了。
好不舍啊！
aiya..可惜啦我还没听到某某人唱歌。。尤其是elaine..lolx
还有啦，有几个人很自恋哈哈，拍了很多照片,不过50%的照片不成，好可惜噢！
joee可以说是最爱拍照的，没想到她跟我的兴趣一样，就是拍照xD
玩true or dare 的时候，简直就是疯掉，超级high那一种，aiks...我被dare很多次了，真的是啦！

group pic

BIRU SUKAN TARA

2009-04-08T02:14:00.000-07:00

今天，是biru第一次让我们ponteng上课三节出席sukan tara。好难得喔！另外今天又有AIDS的讲座。中四有福了^^。今天草场超多烂泥，我的鞋也因此而在跑100米的时候，被烂泥卡住，所以跑完后，我的鞋留在半路。

我为biru拿到1分而已，不过还很满足，因为很多烂泥阻碍，变成很难拿分。

啦啦啦！。我的袜子！跑的时候鞋飞出来，变成可怜的袜子染上一大堆烂泥.

之后我在学校marching,由于很少练习，我一直犯错!我好怕当天会影响整个队伍。
怎么办！！

好累好累！

camp video...made by me ^^ best view in HD

2009-04-07T07:44:00.001-07:00

||royal family||

2009-04-07T03:25:00.000-07:00

after waiting, waiting n waiting finally, i got sum of de photo....it recall me of every moment we spend in the leadership camp...

group pic..||spot me||!!!

still got many pic...but i lazy to upload...hope to publish soon ^^ c ya！

忙！忙！忙！

2009-04-06T04:45:00.000-07:00

最近。。很少blog了，因为繁忙的时候又来了。
science class 就是这样，本来以为考完试后可以休息一下，没想到每一天有一大堆功课，而且每一样都要绞尽脑汁. 要不然就一大堆project 和 peka...好辛苦啊
另外就是marching competition 咯，要时常留下练习。好希望practise marching 的时候会下雨，不然就要烧焦了。
另外就是劲草，这个嘛，最近减少工作了，不过有不详的预感，不久后我将会更加忙，btw 我要快快搞好我的学业先。
好了，再见^^.......

EARTH HOUR

2009-03-27T23:13:00.001-07:00

This night is a hope for the earth...so let us contribute our part in saving the earth by a symbolic way (turning of the light) to get the attention of the whole world....

Here's some activity that we can conduct during the earth hour:
~candle light dinner (well candle might release carbon dioxide but it is much more better then u on ur light)
~sight seeing in KL...(this is a golden opportunity for us to c de dark side of kl and we can switch off everything in our house)

清明时节雨纷纷路上行人欲断魂

2009-03-27T23:02:00.000-07:00

ytd it rain heavily n de wind was so strong tat i can get wet even in indoor of de school. I was so unlucky tat time bcoz i miss de 1st car so i hv to wait for second round...de school canteen was flooded and i walking in de water..n i fell down bcoz of de slippery floor. ...This remind me of de chingmeng festival...n my pass away relative....I have forgotten how they look actually....during this festival we will hv many things to eat.....Well i looking forward for my big dinner lolx

digits disaster

2009-03-24T04:00:00.000-07:00

today teachers given out the exam paper...
um...im not goin to say since it was jus average..
all my exam marks..is between 60-80
althought i din't fail in exam but ppl sitting around me seem to be higher than me a lot.. jus lik sky and the ground. wad a big different
their average marks is bout 80-90...omg

this result make me feel upset for it...coz it is quite bad in my claz
dis time my result in my claz is not good at all...it is consider below average so i hv to catch up wif dem xD>.<...

EXAM FINALLY FINISH

2009-03-23T02:05:00.000-07:00

exam is just over...what shud i say...yay? yahoo?...
i did not boost my performance dis time...
well there is always a chance...hope i can do well nx time

Finally i can active back in my activities especially those sports game..my favourite squash and i can go for bowling...in sunway

IM looking forward for my coming outing with various friends..^^

MEMORY LANE

2009-03-20T03:22:00.000-07:00

During the camp, we are not allowed to bring camera. So i can only snap the picture of my belonging after the camp.Here got a few of it.

This is my camp yellow team T-shirt. It is the most special one in my wardrobe.

My tag with my nick name on it "princess sexy" ==. Dont ever look behind if someone calling ur full name in jungle. The rightside egg mean lots to me. During the camp each group require to take essential care to this egg and no matter where we are, the egg must be along with us. swt! my group had broken 4 eggs and we were punished for that.

This is my group reward for the most effective and my sijil.

DO U FEEL LIKE OWNING IT? LOLX

Meaningful event

2009-03-18T06:41:00.000-07:00

Throughout this few days in the camp, i experienced many things. 1stlly is teamwork, during those games teamwork is the utmost important. We must have the team spirit to complete every single game. When we playing the obstacles race, it really shows out team spirit from every single team member, it's really deeply impressed me. Just like when we climbing a high wall, my team member volunteer to carry me out, when i dont have courage to climb to top of the wall, they cheer and support me. During the amazing race game, there are many challenging clue to solve. We need teamwork and trust in our team to solve these problem. It is a unforgetable event indeed.

My team: yellow
Slogan: we are yellow, you are yellow, we are feeling so yellow. What is yellow? power,royal,victory. Yellow go go go!

My shopping list for today

2009-03-14T23:01:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is my leadership camp, so today my shopping list is slightly different, i start off my day with visits in guardian and supermarket to get whatever i need in camp. hmm...this could be my second time, so i hope i wont left out anything important.

here's my packing list:
~jacket
~6 piece of clothes
~2track-bottom
~3 shorts
~enuf underwear haha xD
~towel
~toiletries
~insect repellent (mosiguard) rm28/100ml can avoid deadly blood sucker
~3liter water
~sleeping bag
~torchlight
~raincoat
~panadol and plaster

Things that not allowed to bring
~h/p
~camera
~watch
~junk food

Now i busy packing my bag xD
gonna start my day tomorrow as early as 6am in the morning~c ya

HOLIDAYS

2009-03-13T02:44:00.000-07:00

假期驾到！！！
过了痛苦般的考试周，终于可以休息了。。
假期我还有H n G 的训练营，好严格啊！看来我又得去受苦了。
~exam make me have deep panda eyes...@@
~i think my physic might failed..

unbelievable..jus try out!!!

2009-03-06T17:21:00.000-08:00

to make sure it works, u have to follow step by step and concentrate on the nostril...jus try and tell me what u saw !!!...haha

学校的东西学来作什么的

2009-03-03T02:21:00.001-08:00

数学~教学生处事要斤斤计较....免得被人骗钱
道德~反抗社会......不满.......员工不满可以投诉
会计.....经济.....商科.....~叫人赚钱.....数钱..玩股票...教你赚钱最快的方法
生物~教人要残忍........ 开刀解剖......
物理~学了让人家整天为那些小东西算来算去......... 结果变得笨笨的
历史~学了让你出名.....以后当了伟人...你会被记载在历史书里面
化学~学来自己发明长生不老的药物
国语~提醒你这里是马来西亚...凡事要让马来人优先
地理~教你以后出国不会迷路
华文~给华人一个生存机会.....可以讲马来人坏话这样他们听不懂

In the blink of an eye

2009-03-02T00:32:00.000-08:00

Haiz...days by days now i left one week to study. I always wanted to find a time to study but it seem very hard to make it . So now i have to rush through the toughest time and catch up the syllabus that i have miss. I always think on what i expect to get in this exam ...my answer is pass in all science subject+ add maths.

EXAM COMING...WISH U ALL THE BEST IN UR EXAM!!!! +U

TIRED sa-tur-day MABUK DAY

2009-02-28T05:31:00.000-08:00

today i went to school for my HnG club activity and PIBG prize giving ceremony. IT is a tired day. ! My team marching under the hot sun for almost 3hours to prepare us for the coming marching competition. We are not allow to drink nor rest...we have to pump for every single mistake we did. After the marching practise i was not feeling well, my throat started to swollen then. Well i hope that we can win a place in marching competition although it is quite difficult. Next,i would like to tell bout the prize giving ceremony. Actually the prizes are quite meaningless because many of the student get straight A's in PMR..the number of student receiving prize can filled half of the hall. But it was quite interesting since i can meet my ex-classmate. I was the 156th student who receiving prize xD. It takes almost 2 hour for the whole ceremony.
Next, after i back to home, my mom giving me a glass of coconut wine since my throat is swollen. Well, i finish the glass of wine with empty stomach. Guess what, my whole face is red in colour and i started getting headache. lolx, this is the 1st time i experience "mabuk".
THAT's all for 2day...c ya!

无聊!

2009-02-27T01:22:00.000-08:00

今天下午，我被pn lee校长抓，原因是裤子“要掉了”。其实我是很乖的，由于我没戴belt，导致我的裤子半天吊。那时刚好校长经过，她停下来并瞪着我。我的脑袋一片空白，我想我的衣服有塞，难道是因为我没请安吗？。。所以我就迫不及待向校长请安，校长就训我一顿，告诉我我的裤子要掉了。。这是我第一次给校长骂。。lolx..

ISLAM CHILD ABUSE

2009-02-26T05:42:00.000-08:00

Hungry 8 Years old child was caught in the market in Iran stealing BREAD.. as mandatory penalty (code of law based on the Koran) he will lose his hand only because of stealing even a small piece of bread.. his arm was crashed by a car.. the 8 years old child will loose the ability to use his arm....

这个惩罚制度是存在的，目前使用在saudi arabia. 它是源自hudud law, 目的是为了警戒人们不要犯错。
这个图片的真伪目前还不清楚，有消息指出这两父子为了要赚取吃饭钱才把这个情景以魔术方式扮演出来。也有消息指出这个情景确实发生在Iran. 信不信有你！希望看了这张图片以后，大家不要做坏事. I hope everyone can cross their finger so that there is peace in the world.

Fight started by childish MANIAC,really!

2009-02-26T01:44:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, i was just sitting on my seat and in another sec my head ached coz something bullet-shaped was throw at me...Then for an instant i wonder: what in the earth was tat? i decided to turn around to have a quick look....First to the thing tat was aimed at me...
then my eyes swept through the area behind me...What i saw was a group of ppl at de far end of de classroom were giggling n joking around as if they had heard a hilarious joke....
the above is de incident tat shows how tis fight started...(irritating to retell tis incident again, but i wan u all to kno tat there's tis type of person living on earth)
It is a chalk fight(if tis is how u name it), imagine having a chalk flying n landing HARD on ur head, well, i mean, its like somebody trying to shoot u in the head!Ouch, man!Erm... shall i put de blame on tat girl(yeah, u got tat,A GIRL),tat irritating n de nothing-to-do girl(or shall i call it a nightmare?)
Well, lets say u r in tis situation, will u let her continue her 'angelic' act? Well, to me, its a No-way! Then de fight-back was launched! Tiny chalks flying here n there n thr number of victims keep increasing by de minute....then one of them striked de prefect's head, n guess wat? de perfect(or perfect girl, another girl...) had 'fulfill' something tat is beyond her duty...(well, isn't prefects perfect)she, too, had her own revenge...WOW, wat a world we r in....war in Gaza n war in our class....zzzzz...omg i feel like vormitting now...my mind is poluted by tat girl who started tat war...bye 4 now ,i need to delete her from my brain!GOSH! WAABLUURRRUUAAARR.......

2009-02-24T22:53:00.000-08:00

SPEAK OUT LOUD ! Human right is the most basic rules.

2009-02-23T02:10:00.000-08:00

Not fair...1stly what is the purpose of co-curricular activity? My answer is - to learn and to enjoy.
Unlike other's club i joining, one society seem to be burden me up. Let me compared between other club i joined and this society. Their similarity are making used of our talent by giving us to handle a post. Their difference, one is giving me stress and sorrow while another one giving me friendship and love. Let me explain further what i doing today during the co-curricular activity that giving me stress. Today after i stayed back, i went back home with a wet body since it rained heavily. As i step to doorstep, a phone call rang , looking for me. As i pick up, the voice seem asking me to on-line and new club assignment are given out. So i go on-line within 15 minute. My sorrow begins as a list of heavy task given to me with deadline given. I struggling making decision whether to do homework(i needed some time to do as the homework appear to be difficult to me)+ revision (i cant even catch up my studies) or club assignment. At last i prefer to complete my club assignment because pressure of the club forcing me to complete it by dinner. Finally heavy thunder storm occur, i have no choice to off my computer as my computer strike by lightning not long ago, so without hesitated i ended my conversation and switch off my computer . I failed to sent some file by the time he needed which i think so. Finally someone from the society got something to ask me, so i on back my msn awhile. I have got shock when a conversation appear on my desktop. The words seem to be uncomfortable for me. From that conversation, I believe that when a person is in rush or urgent, they will not have a time to entertain a person. In that time, i cant believe that as a leader of a organisation, his words is not encouraging but seem to be insulting badly. At last i feels that is no way for me to sacrify in such a way in order to help the society to reach the target. What a disappointment !!